Aise hi.....

Today you think how far you have come in life .It seems as if it all happened yesterday.But it didn't .
He told me to follow your dreams even if you are doing something which is not what you dreamt .One day everything will be cool and you will come at the point where people think that they have got nirvana.
Hmm...
Seems so lengthy a task .
May be I get impatient . Maybe ....
May not be .....
I hate when you get confused .
Why ?
Aise hi .....
Ok....
It just seems that you are loosing ....you are not that ....
Is it so?

Ya....!You don't think so?

Life is not always about loosing and winning ..It sometimes says about following ....So I am following ....Let him decide I lose or win ....

But how can you leave everything on him ?Ok he may be god or the crap people call him by ,you can't leave your life over someone whose existence is under question....
You must and I repeat ,must win....and for winning you have to stop confusing yourself....it won't help....

Ya ....I think you are right ...............Am I loosing ?

Certainly not ....why do you think so ....oh ...again you are getting confused .....Gear up bro....life can be very cruel to people if they don't act in time ....Time is the currency dude ....whole universe runs on it ....

Hmm......

Stop doing that ....

What ?

That....humming .....

Hmm..........(long gap ....and abruptly)but that's when I think about the things which you say ...I reflect on those and ...and that happens ....everyone does it ....

Bro ....grow up....ok fine ...you continue with your humming or roaring whatever... but look at the watch and think that is god ....
I think time is god ......or allah or rama...
respect it bro ....

Humm.....

So?Now what ?

What what ?

Arghh.....ok ...You and your confusions ....Now I will take over ....Go to sleep....

Ok but don't wake me unnecessarily ...You handle our life in better manner . And when you know that I am everconfused ,you must not see me . Let me be in slumber ....
We both will be happy when i am dormant ....

Humm.....

Ok I'll take leave ....Yaalla Ciao

Ciao ...But do remembr what I said ...

Yes , I certainly will ....and you remember what I said...(smiling ..)
Aise hi .....

Put an end to this Incertitude..

It happens .

Atleast , I can tell it by simple projection of my past over future .

It will always happen .

Life shows you many vivid dreams .Some are fulfilled while some are lost in so called metaphysical space .I think too much .May be it's something I should not do .Life can go very peacefully .But sometimes I wonder - Why I got this entity of self .There must be some purpose .I am at a juncture where I am going by my instincts alone .I am not a yogi who has strange powers of listening to his own body .But yes my mind is upto something . My destiny is calling me. I just don't know whether it is THE call. Then those words by Coelho reverberate in my ears - When you want something dearly in this world , the universe conspires in your favour .It feels very good when you ponder over these words ; as if you see a dove skimming over blue lake or somewhere far someone playing a flute .
It's a symbol .
If going gets tough , It means you are climbing up the hill .Easy life has been dream of morons . Challenges are part of life .Life goes on .You have to keep your cool and to regain what you have lost .Take up this challenge . Follow your dreams . And let the universe do its job .
Bye bye Abhinav.Good night .Tomorrow is the class of maths intro .