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Still wondering as to what happened to her life ? For the world, she is happy, smug and contented. But inside, deep inside, is she sure of what she is concluding about her life ?
She misses Rancho, but not always. She has moved on. She is firm on that. No one can deter her thoughts now.
Rancho was a mistake. Gross one ...
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Rancho
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Still wondering as to what happened to his life ? For the world, he is happy, smug and contented. But inside, deep inside, is he sure of what he is concluding about his life ?
He misses Heer, always. Has he moved on? He is unable to be firm on that. Thoughts ? Don't ask .....
Heer was the most beautiful thing ever happened to Rancho ...
But Rancho should move on ...
He has been confused with what struck his life. At first he thought he was in love. Well, can someone define love for him ?
I don't think so. People have been conditioned that love has to happen the way movies show it.
Why would we press Rancho to accept a definition which doesn't have any firm footing of its own ?
Every sane human has a split personality (don't mistake it with the psychopath's split personality) ...
There's a person A and then there's even a person B inside a human.
Person A is what that person is perceived by outer world - be it his/her family members, friends and even the spouse.
Person A is the nice, social, logical, responsible, lovable, respectable and ambitious picture of that human.
On the other hand, the Person B is what is known to only the innermost core of the human mind. Just at a level in between the subconscious and conscious minds. This person is unsophisticated, unsocal, illogical, irresponsible, despicable for the world and smug on ambitions. In spite of all these vices, this Person B is capable to attract the most beautiful thing on this earth - and that's called as "Unconditional Love" ... Unfortunately, Person B's desires at best, if exposed in society, would hint at blasphemy or perversion ... But that's a definition made by humans who choked their Person Bs to death.
Rancho may have got into this unconditional love with Heer ... That's why his B has not been able to forget Heer ... Heer felt similar rush of emotions too ... But she didn't hope for an unconditional bond ...
Today ... She misses Rancho ... and then very next moment, she moves on. She is firm on that.
Now, Rancho never expects Heer to come back in his life but he still hopes for it ...
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Heer and Rancho - And their story :-)
Just trying my hand on developing a coherent flow of thoughts ... suggestions welcome ...
Manga Tak !
Neo.
